besides from my fm, i like fly fm!
the station that plays almost every favourite song of mine!
(i still don't like SEXY BACK though X< )
whenever i listens to fly fm ,
i will automatically dance with the rhythm!
(of course i'm not really dancing as in dancing in steps...)
quite hard to resist myself from dancing while listening to such nice songs!

i'm already 18 so my bones are very stiff now
how to dance as graceful as a peacock when i cant do all the stance properly?
(hm i've brought my mind too far away)
(tsu yene: far far away, nowhere to be found)
(me: XD)
anyway this is certainly not the main reason i didn't take up dancing class in any studios or even gym

the main reason is...
bo lui(hokkian-chinese dialect. means no money)
haiz...it's so costly!
those college students who use their parents to go for dancing classes(studios/ gyms)
are not being considerate.
(maybe their parents don't mind.)
maybe dancing classes in studios still acceptable,
but gym?for students(people who attending college still consider student okay)?
anyway, not my business right
just feeling a bit unbalance in my heart.

there's always a way when it seems no way
when i found out that my school needs dancers
to perform a traditional dance in a culture night
i volunteer myself to a friend who has already in the group
however they have enough dancers by that time T_T

a door of opportunity close, another opens=)
later on she asked me wether i'm willing to be reserve
its better than nothing right？
（at least it's something...）
then i'm in too!
whee^^

the first few practice, i was asked to learn the steps below the stage
after that only i can replace those absentees
due to fact i merely got chance to dance on stage
i appreciate every chance of dancing on stage(seriously)

few days ago we went to the actual venue to raptai
my job was helping teacher by passing her hair pins,
helping friend to pin her cloth,
record video and take their group photos
they got a lot of compliment
but i dare not to be proud of myself
(although i'm one of the dancers)

can be part of the group is very happy
but i can't stop myself to indulge into sadness
(contradiction? nono...feelings always contrast within one and another)

when i told my friend about this matter
she replied me with this strongful words
God is clapping for you.
And, He's the one who claps the loudest."

I smile, from my heart.