先警告你呵呵

这篇也是心情篇。不是垃圾情绪，是我的领悟。
只有文字，没有照片。预先通知了你哦，还是要看的话，才点来看吧。谢谢你选择阅读(:
只想看照片的，下一篇才会有。下一次才点进来看，谢谢捧场(:

remember to give thanks to GOD for everything. every blessings(: 

GOD matters most(: not photos.

I thought of this sentence when I wanted to change my nickname in msn. Friends who known me for one year or two will know that I love taking photos and I don't delete them easily. I dislike friends for deleting photos from my camera without my acknowledege too(their act, not them).

Since I dislike my friends for doing that, whatmore if it was me who did it? (I was suppose to save a copy in my sis's laptop yet I was still half-awake and I deleted the file! THANK GOD I did realised after like 10seconds later. So only lose 20-30 photos) Yes, I was sad. Like SAD. Dislike myself too (at that moment).

THANK GOD that He comforted me in His way. Although I was listening to those really noisy/ party song (at first), I still find comfort in GOD (in my mind). I'm not distracted. Later, bro/ sis inserted the hill song cd into the music player. Thank GOD too. Everything happens for a reason. Yes, photos are important to me (it is not neccesity i know) but GOD is MOST important to me!

And, when my mind searched deeper, I began to offer gratitude to GOD. How can I be so ungrateful to Him? All my photos (uncountable) are nicely kept in computers (not mine, sis's and bro's) for years (3++). Yes, they are there for so long. It's GOD's grace and mercy. Virus attacked bro's computer before, and they are still safe. GOD is good. And I ignore this blessing! Only realised it when I lose my photos.

Tons of photos are safely kept and only 20-30 photos lose. I should be thankful! THANK GOD that the ones I like more are still there. THANK GOD that my sis's photos are still there (I was given a task which was to help my sis take photos for her during the dinner). If GOD didn't give me a clearer mind, the whole file would have lost. Gone with the wind. Yet, GOD helped me. Once again.

Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good.
His love endures forever.
Psalm136:1

谁要雪中送炭的～欢迎xD

哦那个答案揭晓篇弄了很久～终于可以让它面世～
嘿现在要说心情的～有一点长～没有照片看～要跳过的请跳过～

跳～

哈～



在我开始打工后，才得知临教的薪水没有这么快出～～～
少说要六个月。

但是这份工，我很喜欢也做到很开心，所以薪水迟迟未拿到也没有因此想辞职的念头～
话虽如此，临教也要吃饭的啊，而且打工拿薪水是员工的基本福利。

我有为这件事祷告，也相信上帝必聆听祷告并帮助我～
但我是个信心很小的人！><

交托了给上帝，还是为这件事碎碎念~

前几天找过负责临教薪水的书记，却碰了一鼻子灰～
沮丧得很。

上帝是信实的。

今天下课后那个书记跑来找我，问了我的名字，就把offer letter交给我。
心中的愉快与之前简的沮丧真是天渊之别。

听说今年还比往年早拿到offer letter呢。
是我开心得太早吗？朋友把现实摊在我的面前～

“拿到offer letter罢了，新水还是要六个月后才出。。。”

可是这厚厚信和表格却让我觉得踏实。
感谢上帝，虽然我的信心很小，但是他并未因此而不给予我帮助。

要等上一阵子才会领到薪水是事实，但现在我更信任上帝。
把忧愁交给他，我的负担是轻省的(:

凡劳苦重担的人，可以到我这里来，我就使你们的安息。
马太福音11：28


P/S: 昨天看了一个朋友的部落格。她的文章很暖，话说到我心坎里去～
     是她重新提醒我：上帝是信实的(:

wanna give me financial support? nah, just joking. Have a great weekend!(: 

After editing and more editing, finally the post about pasta is out.
Lol now is the emo part.. not really emo la, feelings :]
A bit long～no photos～
skip this before boredom hits you lol.

skip～

haha～



I got this job without knowing exact pay and when's pay day.
Only found out later, which is quite a cruel thing to know.
Temporary teachers a.k.a guru sandaran tidak terlatih(GSTT) will not receive their salary so soon.
At least six months.
Yea, no typing error,it's SIX months.

Nevertheless, it didn't get me into the idea of quitting this job.
I LIKE this job and I really enjoy it.
Still, temporary teachers need to feed themselves right.
Getting our pay is indeed claiming our workers' rights!

Yes, I put this matter in my prayer.
I believe GOD listens to my prayer and will grant me help.
Yet, I'm a person of little faith!

I laid my burden upon GOD but I still worry about it.

Went up to the clerk who's incharge of GSTT's salary and that was when I became more miserable.

GOD is a faithful GOD.

After recess today, that clerk came up to me, asked my name and passed the offer letter to me. Wow, I'm truly overwhelmed.

I heard that this year the GSTT got offer letter earlier compare to the previous years.
Was I too early to be thrilled? My friend told me about reality.

"got offer letter only, salary will only be out after six months..."

true, but the thick offer letter and forms made me felt relieved.
THANK YOU GOD, although I have such little faith, HE didn't ignore my worries.
HE delivers me.

Yea, i have to wait for some time to receive hard-earn-money is undeniable fact but my faith definitely grow in my faithful Saviour. I surrender to Him and He lightens my burden(:

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Matthew11:28

P/S: I read a friend's blog yesterday. Her blog is really encouraging. The posts are  
      like speaking to me. It's her who reminded me again: GOD is a faithful GOD(:
     

[ THANK YOU=) GOD BLESS, ALWAYS AND FOREVER =) ]
127. That's the first figure i read in my blog.
Its 3 digits(durh). 127.
Although my words are not like the latest hit in town, not that interesting, not that entertaining(and sometimes boring),
I'm thankful for the readers who read my blog(no matter seldom or often).
[yea, I wanted to have a column in the newspaper. It's one of the stuff on my dream list.
A blog can somehow let me share my stories with people though I don't have a column in newspapers before.]
Thank you.
(Ribuan terima kasih!^^)

[ 微笑，赞美。信心，永远Smile, praise. Faith, always. ]

[ HAVE FAITH IN GOD, ALWAYS. ] Its quite a long story.
I cut is shorter...
Basically is...
I borrow my Muet book to my friend but I TOTALLY forgot about it
and I got worry... at the meantime, I got PEACE in me...
There's something in my mind kept telling me "your book is not far away from you"
Its just that I don't know the exact place...
THANK GOD that I found it... (and the peace in me which able to calm me!)
Thanks to Hui Yi who realised my book was in Komathi's bag.
Thanks to Tsu Yene who shared another more serious case story with me to comfort me.
Thanks to Faye Teng who searched my book together(though I know you want to skip long-jump session=P)
Thank you everyone who helped!(including those whom I forgot to mention here=])

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Hebrew 11:1
（This verse helped me a lot during the period of "losing book"=）

[ TRUST IN GOD=) ]
Hm, the lirics is roughly like this... Not pretty sure.
The lirics is so true! Seriously!
I just experienced it today!
Its a bit personal, so sorry I can't make a testimony here.
However, I shall share another testimony with you=)

1/1/07, I went to Ikano with my family.
The traffic was so bad that day!
(It was a sunday and the first day of new year!)
So, we were quite worry that we can't find a parking.
(Looking for a parking can be quite annoying sometimes,
especially in midvalley.)

Somehow, when it was our turn to go into the parking lot,
another parking lot just open for everyone to park their cars!
(there's 2 floor of parking)
And, we found a parking STRAIGHTAWAY when we drove in.
Its right beside the entrance!
That's really awesome right?
Praise God!*Thankiess*
Btw, I got a tank top from Nichi.Whee=)

God will make a way,
where there seems to be no way...

Photo caption: The Real Peace (deco in my church^^)

真正的平安是什么？
平安夜喧哗一番后，
留下来的是平安吗？

希望大家在这不平安的时代里能享有真正的平安=）

What is the real peace?
After having fun at Christmas eve,
what's left? Peace?

besides from my fm, i like fly fm!
the station that plays almost every favourite song of mine!
(i still don't like SEXY BACK though X< )
whenever i listens to fly fm ,
i will automatically dance with the rhythm!
(of course i'm not really dancing as in dancing in steps...)
quite hard to resist myself from dancing while listening to such nice songs!

i'm already 18 so my bones are very stiff now
how to dance as graceful as a peacock when i cant do all the stance properly?
(hm i've brought my mind too far away)
(tsu yene: far far away, nowhere to be found)
(me: XD)
anyway this is certainly not the main reason i didn't take up dancing class in any studios or even gym

the main reason is...
bo lui(hokkian-chinese dialect. means no money)
haiz...it's so costly!
those college students who use their parents to go for dancing classes(studios/ gyms)
are not being considerate.
(maybe their parents don't mind.)
maybe dancing classes in studios still acceptable,
but gym?for students(people who attending college still consider student okay)?
anyway, not my business right
just feeling a bit unbalance in my heart.

there's always a way when it seems no way
when i found out that my school needs dancers
to perform a traditional dance in a culture night
i volunteer myself to a friend who has already in the group
however they have enough dancers by that time T_T

a door of opportunity close, another opens=)
later on she asked me wether i'm willing to be reserve
its better than nothing right？
（at least it's something...）
then i'm in too!
whee^^

the first few practice, i was asked to learn the steps below the stage
after that only i can replace those absentees
due to fact i merely got chance to dance on stage
i appreciate every chance of dancing on stage(seriously)

few days ago we went to the actual venue to raptai
my job was helping teacher by passing her hair pins,
helping friend to pin her cloth,
record video and take their group photos
they got a lot of compliment
but i dare not to be proud of myself
(although i'm one of the dancers)

can be part of the group is very happy
but i can't stop myself to indulge into sadness
(contradiction? nono...feelings always contrast within one and another)

when i told my friend about this matter
she replied me with this strongful words
God is clapping for you.
And, He's the one who claps the loudest."

I smile, from my heart.